why?

it seems my sweet dream ended at 12am, right after my birthday
just like cinderella

nothing on 20, nothing on 21...
not even a few simple sentences
nothing but disappointment and misunderstanding and coldness

have i really made the worst decision in the world?
is it really not going to work out? what have i done wrong?
why did i change my life like this? i often can't stop wondering

talk about special case.. isn't THIS a special day anymore?

am i just wasting my precious time and energy?

laid-back, emotional, strange, distant........................... how should i cope with all this???

i've been hopeful, i've been angry, i've been understanding, i've been selfish, i've been pushy, i've been hardworking

now, i rather feel...nothing
im drained

New Page in Life <3

May, Jun & Jul have been sooooo busy, but i had so much fun!! finally started a new pg in life <3

kevi was bak n we had a few fun days together!
"That's what she said"

siu dik is bak! so many kelly nights wiv endless dirrty jokes =P

torobabe is bak but only met her once!!! damnnnn, can't wait to c her soon <3
dandan san is so man!!!!

gai ding's birthday <3

fun fun girls' nite out!!

siu dik finally hooked me n fa fa up =P

kathie's bday, laughed soooooooooooooo much i had stomache and mouthache

mom's birthday <3

dad's back finally!!! ^0^ so glad he enjoyed my dishes

started a new page wiv my siu P, congratz to us and gd luck to us <><><>

found a good place to chill wiv siu dik, so fun!

such a KELLY NIGHT wiv all those dirty IQ questions and stupid jokes! dunno y we were so hyper tat nite =P

finally saw gundam model! siu dik found his woman there

too bad dad has to leave again~~~~ =(

my new hobbie~~~ collectin perfumes! ^.^

yummy dinner at tsuen wan

good to see ma ma in good health!^^

hehe long time no update, i can't wait for more fun in jul and aug!! <3